Im tired to Write

im so tired to write, write a nothingness
Oh well it's now getting, on for about 3AM, in the morning. This doesn't matter, as I can now, sleep in the day. I just have to write now, as I feel like, I've got a lot to say. Maybe if I write a lot, some nice lass, will come my way. I can't stand it here by myself. I feel like there's no-one, I can talk to for help. Maybe I've blown it, writing to my MP. I feel angry that there's no-one, with any common sense I can see.

Right now I feel too tired to write. As I've now been up half the night.
Some say I haven't got clear thought. Well this might be true, for this time of night. I wish that things, could be more alright. Right now I can't work out, if it's today, or yesterday. What with being autistic, I lose track of time. Also I've been, out of work so long, that each day is, more or less the same. Although I now make my writing my job.

Right now I feel too tired to write. As I've now been up half the night.
I keep on my phone, to see who's called. People keep on, phoning up, about doing songs. My adverts asking for songs, to be done about autism, have been running years. Recently sticking all these in, have been getting dear. I've stopped sending, so many adverts off. As I don't want, my current account, to go in the red. So I now stick adverts up, on some of the sites, on The Net, asking for songs. Maybe someone famous, will do me this, so that I can get along.
Right now I feel too tired to write. As I've now been up half  the night.
I feel like my thoughts, are coming and going now. I've got to finish off, this poem somehow. I suppose they'll be a load of stuff, on the doctors desk, about me next time I go down. It's got so bad, with all these messages, I now hate going down. I'll love to get off to Canada, so I'm no longer around. The support services, are making things really bad for me, writing all this stuff. I don't need doctors, and pills, I just need a little love. I knew months ago, that I'd get all this rubbish, and I feel very angry indeed.

Right now I feel too tired to write. As I've now been up half the night.